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[Jan. 11th, 2005|10:39 pm] |
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ahh i feel like crap... schools getting the worst of me. i'm so pressured to do well. i'm really stressed, i wanna get into a good college =\ |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 9th, 2005|09:06 pm] |
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| | NFG - Sonny | ] |
001) What time did you start this? 9:07
002) Name?: Jessica
003) Date of birth?: January 26, 1988
004) Sex?: girl
005) Height?: like 5'4 or something
006) Eye color?: blue
007) Hair Color?: light brownish
008) Location?: fanwood, NJ
009) Where were you born?: summit
010) Do you have crush on someone?: yesum
011) Do you have a bf/gf?: yeah <3
012) How long have you been together? almost 7 months
013) What are you wearing right now?: sweat pants and a sweatshirt
014 Would you have sex before marriage?: uhm. idk.
015 Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? nah.
016) Are you a virgin?: .......................idk.
017) Do you smoke?: i have?
018) Do you do drugs? drugs are gay.
019) Do you drink?: i have b4. its stupid.
022) Are you ghetto?: pure gangsta.
023) Are you a player?: not the slightest
024) What are your favorite colors?: pink and green
025) What is your favorite animal?: doggie?
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: nope
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: no, everyone just talks shit
028) Who are your best friends?: lydia, and liz, ive never really labeled her as that, but we talk a lot and i like talking to her, and shes the coolest girl i have ever met in my life.
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: like 3 times a day.
031) Have you ever been slapped?: yeah
032) Do you get online a lot?: yes
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: when i meet new people i'm SO shy.. but when i'm with people i'm comfortable around, outgoing
034) Do you shower?: when i get around to it
035) Do you hate school?: sometimes, when things make me angry, like the people i'm forced to see.
036) Do you have a social life?: i guess, not really.
037) How easily do you trust people?: you have to earn my trust... and it's hard to do that.
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: not a bad lie.
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: not really, i'm pretty open
040) Would you ever sky Dive? i would probably get on the plane and they would tell me to jump and i wouldn't
041) Do you like to dance?: i guess
068) Have you ever been out of state?: yesumm
069) Do you like to travel?: if i ever did travel, going to maine does NOT count
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: never!
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: no, although it's shitty here, its shitty everywhere else, i like it here.
073) Are you a brat?: i can be sometimes
074) Have you ever been dumped?: yeah
076) What's your favorite drink?: dr. pepper.
077) Do you like Snapple?: orangeade
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: bottled water when we have it
079) What toothpaste do you use?: i'm not sure...
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: cellllll
081) Do you have a curfew?: not really. 1230 the latest.
082) Who do you look up to?: my older sister, shes like picture perfect. i love her, she went back to college today =(
083) Are you a role model?: i try to be for my little sister, but shes just corrupt.
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: anything at marshalls tj maxx.. OLD NAVY
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: earings, bracelet, and i have a ring that has to be resized
087) What do you have pierced?: 7 ear.
088) What do you want pierced?: my tongue!
089) Do you like taking pictures?: yes
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: most definatly not
091) Do you have a tan?: hahahahahah good question.
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: depends on my tolerance for the person.
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: no.. i'm not gay.
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: yeah
095) Do you have your own pool?: yesum
096) Do you have any siblings: jill n lin
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: n/a!
098) Have you ever been played?: no. i'm not any kinda sort of whore.
099) u ever played someone?: no, i'm nice.
100) Do you get along with your parents?: yes. i love them.
101) How do you vent your anger?: crying.. or taking it out on people that i really shuldn't.
102) ever run away?: no i couldn't.
103) been fired from a job?: haha no i just leave.
104) Do you even have a job?: i need one
105) Do you daydream a lot?: yeah
106) Do you have a lot of ex’s?: nah not really
107) Do you run your mouth?: ohh do i...
109) what do you want a tattoo of?: a rose or star
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: dont have one but i want one
111) What are your favorite flowers?: pretty ones
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: uhhhhh. look at them.
113) What does your most recent crush look like?: he's really sexy. i love him
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: no. but fucking people, ALL THEY DO IS TALK SHIT!
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: ... haha god. i don't even know.
116) Are you rude?: sometimes
117) What was the last compliment you received?: i can't remember it.
118) Do you like getting dirty?: in the mud
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: innie
120) Are you flexible?: no
121) What is your heritage?: irish, polish, scottish, czech.. something i can't spell
123) What does your hair look like right now?: its down and straight. i guess
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: heellllllll nah
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: haha, never. i mean i was upset when we broke up but then realized i never wanted them anyway
126) Describe your looks? medium height, brown hair, blue eyes, FAT.
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color: strawberry blonde
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: i am.
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: yeah, always have.
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: october.. i can't really remember wheni t was it was so long ago
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: me and joe went on a date to dunkin donuts today.
132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: recieve? that's a stupid question.
133) Have you ever given?: nope.
134) Have you ever received?: uhhhhhhmmmmm.......
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: no.
136) Do you have one now?: does it look like it?
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: 2
138) Have you ever been skinny dipping?: ahhaah yeah ohman, goooooood ass times. i miss summer =(
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: neither
141) Do you cry a lot?: yeah.. i guess i sound so pathetic saying that.
142) Do you ever cry to get your way? no. i'm not that much of a lil bitch.
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: my lil toe.
144) What phrase do you use most on the phone?: fag
145) Are you the romantic type?: IM NOT SO SURE.
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: no cops just come up behind me i have no where to go.
147) What do you like most about your body?: hair
148) What do you like least about your body?: uhmm everything
150) When was the last time you threw up?: a long time ago, THANK GOD
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: doesn't matter, at all.
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: new blanace.
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: no.
154) What about cleavage?: i attempt not too.
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: nope
156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: i punched joe in the nose by accident.. =X i love you
157) Have you ever been fucked up?: nah
158) What color are your underwear right now?: green yellow an black.
159) What theme does your room have?: flowers i guess. it has lots of surfing posters altho i don't surf. and pink carpet
160) What size shoe do you wear?: 8 1/2
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: necklace, bracelet, earings
162) What is your screen name on AIM?: jaz015
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: ahahah all the fucking time.
164) How are you feeling right now?: idk.. shitty as hell.
165) When was the last time you were at a party?: this weekend.
166) Have you ever given a lap dance?: .... nope.
167) What do you sleep in?: sweat pants and a shirt
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: probably..
169) What is one of your bad qualities?: insecurities/ trusting
170) What is one of your good qualities?: i give good advice and when you get to know me i'm nice.. or atleast i think so.
171) Would you marry for money?: no i am no gold digger
172) What do you drive?: nothing yet.. JEEP CHEROKEE?!?! WHATTTT!
173) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: both =)
174) When was the last time you cried in school?: thursday
175) Do you wear Chucks?: wtf?
176) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy? most likely not
177) What time are you finishing this?: 9:28 |
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| best weekend ever. |
[Jan. 9th, 2005|02:15 pm] |
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i have so much i wanna say but i have no idea where to begin, i guess i'll just start off with friday night. It was awesome, i was planning on not going to the show because i was supposed to hang out with steve, but he said he wasn't going, so i was just gunna chill with him and nick or something, but then i was talking to Liz and she said she was going, so i hitched a ride with her, we got there at like 8:45, broken soldier hadn't gone on yet, which was good because they were the only band i was interested in seeing, they were fucking awesome, really really good.. i'm really glad i got to go, and hang out with everyone for a slight bit especially Liz because i barely get to see her ever which is disapointing.. so we left the show around 11 after it was shut down because some stupid fucks decided to fight, it was kinda funny although one of the kids had a bat he was all like " I OWN THIS TOWN.." "YO YOU GOT A PINK SHIRT ON.. I'LL FUCK YOU UP" who actually says shit like that? it was just funny to see.. the cops ended up coming and everything got shut down and 2 bands still needed to play.. i saw so many people like from myspace (yeah, i'm a loser okay!) and i saw the coker twins which was cool, they're cool, and REALLY pretty.. it was cool to catch up on like terrill and mcginn days.. insaneness, there was lots of people there... on the way home i started to feel a little sick, idk what was up with that, seth took some sharp turns and it got the best of my stomach.. i think if i went to the diner i would have gotten home late and got in trouble, so i guess it turned out alright in the end.. a good night over all=)
saturday was pretty chill too, i finished my physics project, and then went to Joe's.. we just like hung out and stuff, well, and he slept thats how much fun we were having =).. around 6:45 we went to Friday's for Max's birthday dinner, shit i still haven't made his present i'll get on that max i promise.. so there was some drama, and it was just an annoyance, girls are so stupid especially ones that butt into peoples relationships, the girl wasn't even bothering me, i don't care about her, i don't have any problems with her....yet.... but it was just stupid stuff, i don't really think she had any business telling anyone what to do with anyone else. (if that makes sense to you). it got me thinking, drama is kinda the reason i shut everyone out, drama is such bullshit, and a waste of time and emotions.. especially when it deals with other people getting in the middle of two people who are together. i'm happy i haven't really had to deal with girl drama in a long time, the girls that i'm friends with never fight or anything, theres always time for reasoning, and talking to eachother about problems, not being gay and talking trash especially when you don't even know someone that well to say shit. AND especially about someones girlfriend.. UGH girls are just so annoying. when boys have girlfriends don't you get it that they like them, and wanna be with them so back off. jesus christ. it feels good to get that off my chest. i just wish girls would see that, if someone has a girlfriend why can't you look elsewhere for liking someone. alright i'm just getting onto a tanget how i don't like girls when they talk to other girls boyfriends and think they have the right to tell them what to do with their relationships...even including my boyfriend.. ending point:: DRAMA IS NOT WORTH ANYONES TIME, & STAYING IN YOUR OWN BUSINESS IS.
what a great long entry, i don't think i got my feelings out well on that topic. but whatever. this weekend was great, but its coming to an end quickly. i have to fix my bridge cause it's a little messed up. oh yeah update on my car:: its not mine yet =( i drive in 17 days, doesn't look like ill have a car when i have my license. i just want to know i have it for me, but my dad said i have to wait like two weeks before we get a final answer. ahh i wish he could just hand that shit over.
BYEEEEEE! =) |
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| caaaaaar~?!?!?!?!?! |
[Jan. 4th, 2005|02:49 pm] |
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| | good charlotte - girls and boys | ] |
my daddy like checked out this jeep and we might be able to get it for cheap.. idk i kinda like it. but i want some peoples opinions so heres pictures it =).. 22 days till i ATTEMPT to get my license.
sideview.
a lil of the interior.
it's kinda cute..... but it is red. i have big ideas for it if i get it tho =) |
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| 2005, just one year closer. |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|05:35 pm] |
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| | joes pretty voice | ] |
Happy New Year everyone!!
what 2005 brings:
1. my license
2. hopefully a decent car
3. the big 1-7
4. 1 year and 6 months till i graduate
5. some more friendships
6. a lot of love
7. looking at colleges
8. good school work
9. a new job perhaps
10. one year & 26 days till i'm 18
11. an even better time with joe.
things i wanna change about myself:
1. my attitude
2. my attitude towards certain people
3. my school work, in some subjects
4. controlling my spazzing out
5. i wanna join a gym
6. be more social
... and i can't think of any more at the moment
i hope everyone has a great year because im pretty sure i will =) |
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| ....I Love You.... |
[Dec. 31st, 2004|03:41 pm] |
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| | evanesance - october | ] |
all the times ive tried
to walk away from you
i fall into your abounding grace
and love is where i am
I can’t run anymore
I give myself to you
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
In all my bitterness
I ignored all that’s real and true
All I need is you
When night falls on me
I’ll not close my eyes
I'm too alive
And you’re too strong
I can’t lie anymore
I fall down before you
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
my only hope
my only peace
my only joy
my only strength
--Evanesance |
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| stolen from nicolas turner. |
[Dec. 30th, 2004|04:04 pm] |
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In 2004 did you:
1. Go to a party?: yeaaaaaaahh i did.
2. Try something new?: yeah
3. Have someone change your life?: yeah.. definatly
4. Kiss someone?: mhm =)
5. Tell your family and friends you love them?: all the time.
6. Buy something extravagant?: i boughtttttt.. clothes
7. Do something nice for you?: yeah i bought myself something.
8. Do something terribly wrong?: yeah
9. Move?: i WISH
10. Go to a concert?: well do shows at like rahway count? cuz then yes.
Best of the Year:
1. Party: all the ones i went too which isn't many
2. Show: law and order
3. CD: underoath
4. Movie: NEMO!!!!!! altho i think that was last year
5. Song: i don't know..
6. Experience: uhhhhh =x
7. Concert: n/a
8. Book: i don't really read much
9. Month: July.
10. Day: the day i fell in love.
Hopes for 2005:
1. Predict something that you think will happen in 2005?: i'll get good grades =)
2. What do you hope changes about your country?: to stop needing to be so god damn Politically Correct and have some balls to say and do what they want. <- Nick said taht well
3. What do you hope for yourself?: that there's no drama, no hurt.. and that everything goes decently well.
4. What do you hope for your family?: that things will get better, not that they're horribly bad.. and that my poppa will get me a car.
5. What do you hope for your best friends?: that i don't lose them..ever
6. What do you hope for the rest of your friends?: to have a good year & to keep in touch?
7. Do you think any amazing medical advances will be made?: doubt it.
8. What is your hope for 2005?: looking at good colleges, keeping my grades good, keeping my love, and defiantly my friends.
During 2004:
where were you when it began: richie daulsants.
did you stay up: yesum.. well, kinda passed out
what was your new year wish?: I don't remember..
how many boyfriends: 1
broke up: nope
care to mention names?: Joseph
new friends: yeah man, lots.
name them: the whole summer crew.
worst place you went to: definatly that place in garwood when those guys followed us for 45 minutes.
happiest moment: being with joe..anytime
how was your birthday: it was good.. THIS ONES GUNNA BE BETTER! 17! =)
best present: my ring from my momma, and my bracelet from joe. they match |
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[Dec. 30th, 2004|01:41 pm] |
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this definatly made my day::
nniinnaaaaa: haha aww jess i'm so glad we became friends this year you're so awesome
jaz015: aww that's so cute! me too.. seriously i didn't wanna sound like a loser and say that to you earlier
jaz015: and i'm so happy we're in piede together
nniinnaaaaa: me too
nniinnaaaaa: that class would suck without you
jaz015: hahahah i know
jaz015: it would still be kinda funny tho.
nniinnaaaaa: haha yeah
nniinnaaaaa: aww piede!!
nina's awesome
edit::
i don't like her, her, her, and HER.
oh wait, girls SUCK.. well most un-cool ones. |
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[Dec. 29th, 2004|01:45 am] |
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BASICS
(1) Your gender: girl.. WOMAN.
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: nope
(4) want to be?: no
(5) Your birth day: January 26th 1988
(6) Age you act: i don't know..
(7) Age you wish you were: 18
(8) Your height: 5'4 or something like taht
(9) The color of your eyes: blue
(10) Happy with it?: it doesn't really matter
(11) The color of your hair: brownish
(12) Happy with it?: i like it.. yeah
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous? right
(14) Your living arrangement?: uhhhhhh
(27) Your family: mommy, daddy, sisters.. and a hamster
(29) What's your job: i am unemployed at the moment
(30) Piercings?: 7
(31) Tattoos?: 0
(32) Obsessions?: i don't know...talking?
(35) Do you speak another language?: well i'm forced to take spanish
(36) Have a favorite quote?: can't think of any
(37) Do you have a webpage?: this and a myspace..
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: i guess, it depends..
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yeah, but if you piss me off then i'm a bitch.
(40) Do you have any secrets?: i guess.
(41) Do you hate yourself?: sometimes.
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: no its sloppy
(43) Have any bad habits?: yeah
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: i don't get any
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: this boring girl, in a boring town
(46) What's your biggest fear?: idk, heights?.. losing people who mean something to me
(47) Can you sing: uhh in the privacy of my room
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no and if oyu do that you're gay
(49) Are you a loner?: definatly.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: probably not.
(52) Are you a daredevil?: no im a pussy.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yeah i can't even list them all.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: aggressive
(55) Have you got arrested ?: no
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength.. being truthful weakness.. how im really sensitive to things people do
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: i don't know.. theres a few.
(58) There are three wells- love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: none
(59) How do you vent?: my livejournal, which usually gets me in trouble.. or bitching and crying.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yeah, very.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: no, you shouldn't regret anything.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: yeah, everyone has their lows though.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: trusting people.
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: uhhhhh... my freakin huge tits. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.
(65) And least?: everything
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: not the slightest
(67) Are you confident?: mostly not.
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: idk?
(69) Do people know how you feel?: yeah i'm really good at knowing things like that, seriously.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: no
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: pot? once. cigarettes. sometimes.
(72) Do drugs?: no drugs are for fags.
(73) Read the newspaper?: sometimes if it's interesting.
(74) Pray?: sometimes.. when it's needed
(75) Go to church? no
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: MYSPACE!!!!
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: no i haven't in awhile.
(78) Take walks in the rain?: kissing in the rain? =)
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: every fucking day.
(80) Drive?: license... 27 days.. wait NO FUCKING CAR.
(81) Like to drive fast?: yah it's pretty chill ... i guess?
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: no i soundl ike a man
(83) Hurt yourself?: not intentionally.
(84) Been out of the country?: nope.
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: idk?
(86) Burped?: yes, you have too.
(87) Been unfaithful?: never.
(88) Been in love?: yes
(89) Done drugs?: NO DRUGS ARE STUPID.
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yeah. good times.
(92) Had a surgery?: nah.
(93) Ran away from home?: no i love my home.
(94) Played strip poker?: no?
(95) Gotten beaten up?: no i'm about to beat some bitches up though.
(97) Been picked on?: yeah
(98) Been on stage?: yeah.. when i was like in chorus and danced.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no? cool question though.
(100) Slept outdoors?: yesum
(101) Thought about suicide?: yeah
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yes
(103) If yes, what is your record?: like 20 hours at most.
(104) Gone one day without food?: yeah
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yeah i wish i was right now =(
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: well. i fell asleep on joe one time.
(107) Slept all day?: yeah thats the best feeling ever.
(108) Killed someone?: no.. am i in jail?
(109) Made out with a stranger?: no im not some ho.
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: NO
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: im gone.
(112) Kissed the same sex?: no, distgusting.
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(114) Been betrayed?:i guess.
(115) Had a dream that came true?: no..
(116) Broken the law?: yeah
(117) Met a famous person?: i talked to tim from allister on the phone!~
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: my fishy when i was little, i just wanted to hold him.
(146) Stolen anything?: yeah when i was lil.
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: nope
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: never even been to a show
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? yeah
(150) Considered religious vocation?: retreat?
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: idk?
(152) Bungee jumped?: no but that's so fucking cool.
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah it wasn't fun
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: i have like 20 pairs.
(155) Brand of clothing?: anything that's cute.
(156) Cologne/perfume?: ralph lauren
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: a shirt and pants and belt.. or a sweatshirt
(159) Wear hats?: sure, in the winter usually.
(160) Judge other people by their clothing?: yeah
(161) Wear make-up?: eyeliner
(162) Favorite place to shop?: old navy.
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: pants
(164) Are you trendy?: i don't really think so
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: idk
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: perhaps.. i mean its possible and everything
(167) Miracles?: yeah.
(168) Astrology?: idk what that is? i guess i'm stupid
(169) Magic?: yeah its so fraekin cool
(170) God? : yes
(171) Satan?: yea
(172) Santa?: im not sure
(173) Ghosts?: yeaahh
(174) Luck?: yeah i don't have good luck though
(175) Love at first sight?: maybe
(176) Yin and Yang?: idk what that is.
(177) Witches?: yeah i personally know one.
(178) Easter bunny?: no..
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes i definatly think so.BR>(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: lucky charms rainbow
(181) Do you wish on stars?: no
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no..
(183) Do you remember your first love?: with him..
(184) Still love him/her?: a lot..
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: no
(186) What do you find romantic?: stuff.
(187) Turn-on?: sense of humor, cute, cool to be with, lots of fun, can make me laugh.
(188) Turn-off?: lying, disgusting habits
(189) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: no
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: what?
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: knowing them
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: it doesn't matter. its just supposedto happen.
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: looks aren't much, they just help.
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: most likely not.
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: eyes, hands, hair.. just them.
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: them lying.. and thinkin that when they get with girls they're cool.
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: last present? my family gave me money at christmas..
(208) Are you in love?: yeah
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: aw he's so sexy i love him.
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: walk past them?
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: idk
(212) You wanted to kill?: this girl, that i hate.
(213) That you laughed at?: joe
(214) That laughed at you?: joe
(215) That turned you on?: joe
(216) You went shopping with?: kara!
(217) That broke your heart?: no one..
(218) To disappoint you?: my little sister.
(219) To ask you out?: joe?
(220) To make you cry?: joe
(221) To brighten up your day?: joe definatly.
(222) That you thought about?: joe
(223) You saw a movie with?: joe
(224) You talked to on the phone?: joe
(225) You talked to through IM?: nick
(226) You saw?: my sister
(227) You lost?: caroline..
(229) You thought was completely insane?: my mom
(230) You wanted to be?: no one.
(231) You told off?: i don't know..
(232) You trusted?: anyone i'm friends with.
(233) You turned down?: people to hanging out?
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: before
(235) Laughed?: when i was on the phone i guess
(236) Cried?: like 40 minutes ago
(237) Bought something?: today
(238) Danced?: today
(239) Were sarcastic?: all the freakin time
(240) hugged someone: today
(241) Talked to an ex?: a really long time ago
(242) Watched your fave movie?: a while ago
(243) Had a nightmare?: last night
(245) Talked on the phone?: a little bit ago
(246) Listened to the radio?: when i got out of the shower
(247) Watched TV?: today
(248) Went out?: today
(249) Helped someone?: i don't know?
(250) Were mean?: before, sorry =\ i love you..
(251) Sang?: i sing everyday
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: last weekend?
(253) Said "I love you"?: before i got off the phone
(254) Missed someone?: right now.
(255) Fought with a family member?: today.
(256) Fought with a friend?: i don't have that many friends, so it's rare.
(257) Had a serious conversation?: a lot
(258) Got drunk?: i don't really.
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[Dec. 27th, 2004|03:26 am] |
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i really can't sleep. tonight was defiantly awesome, i hung out with joe.. and i just love spending time wtih him. i love you so much..
on another note, i was kinda thinking, and theres this girl.. and i really hate her a lot, and i'm not sure why, but i really don't like her.. at all, it's just weird, i don't even talk to her, not even a hi in the hall, or anytime for that matter, but i still really hate her guts. idk, thats kinda gay and immature to just hate someone when you don't know them, but i think i know enough about her to really hate her.. and don't even ask who i'm talking about, because if you don't know......... it doesn't matter & you don't need to know, and i'm not telling you, and you're probably thinking of the totally wrong person anyway. don't think i'm a hateful bitch, i mean, i do have a shit list, but i mean i dno't really HATE the people on it, but i just, really don't like them, but this girl has always stood out. sorry for disliking.
law and order has been on for the past 3 hours. i just can't concentrate enough to watch it.. and its my fav show =( |
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| partay |
[Dec. 25th, 2004|11:00 pm] |
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merry christmas everyone
today i went to my aunts, it was pretty cool... i took pictures of my uncles sweet ass car that is so sexy and i love it...
I WANT ITTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!
ahh so so SO beautiful.. well i hope everyone had a good holiday, much love xox |
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[Dec. 24th, 2004|06:22 pm] |
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merry christmas eve...& happy 6 months!
today i went to joey's..it was oh so fun. he got me the prettiest bracelet.. i love it. thanks joe =). its gold and has hearts and stuff on it. its really cute..
me and joe have been going out 6 months today. that is so fucking long. but it's so worth it.. i love you SO much
i hope everyone has a good christmas.
much love |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|06:11 pm] |
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dear santa,
i want a car for christmas, i've been a really good girl this year so i think i deserve it.
love always,
jess |
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| HOYL FUCKING CRAP#$R!@#%&(!~! |
[Dec. 20th, 2004|04:32 pm] |
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| |  curious | ] |
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| | taking back sunday - timberwolves at new jersey | ] |
this day was so awesome, although from lack of sleep it went by slowly. i got an 100 on a physics quiz, a 80 on my english essay, and another 80 on my history essay, YES FINALLY i am doing GOOD in school. and it makes me happy because now my life is complete =) i was so happy that i called my mom at work to tell her how good i felt b/c yeah. those are good grades guys.. duh. okay well anyway, this week is gunna be really good i can feel it, and i hope break is awesome too.. and altho i'm kinda mad about a few things, like cars.... i'm happy. in a way i guess. but one thing that pissed me off was that this girl was like "i got a new car this weekend" like oaky, i don't get it how these people just buy cars. jeez. GET ME ONE.
the cool new thing:: myspace. well its not really new. but seriously check it out, i love it it's really awesome. i'm such a fucking loser.
well, onwards, i have to go because i'm going christmas shopping with my momma so i have to do my homework. wooooooooooooohooo. christmas is in like 6 days. holy shit.. alright. peace out. <33
joseph, you are my life. i love you. |
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[Dec. 19th, 2004|10:02 pm] |
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| | tv, watching 40 days and 40 nights | ] |
this weekend was so awesome.. and next weekend is gunna be even better because it's christmas, and me and joe will have been going out for 6 months, which is completely insane, but so incredibly awesome, i love you.
know whats really annoying? when people call you when your sleeping, and then you don't answer, AND THEN they leave voicemails so then your phone goes off even more. no one EVER calls me when i'm awake, it's always when i'm like passed out and not wanting to get up. WHAT THE HECK
also: another annoyance, is when people waste your text messages, for instance my little sister texted me "vampires use tampons for tea bags" which was totally un-needed information... ok well i'm done now, i hope you ahd a good weekend.. and have a good week
i love you joseph
christmas--6 days! |
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| i swear, the happiest day of my life is the day that i die |
[Dec. 19th, 2004|12:35 pm] |
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well i just got into a really big fight with my dad and i have the face the fact that i'm not getting a car... so therefore i'm not gunna even bother getting my license.
so fuck the countdown. |
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| everything i do, i do it for you. |
[Dec. 18th, 2004|05:44 pm] |
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| | disappointed | ] |
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| | bryan adams - eveything i do | ] |
i found something out today, and it made me really mad.. well more like upset, i can't really say what though, cause i don't wanna ruin the surprise for that person. but idk, i guess i'm just really disapointed, and i thought that i would have been the first one. i guess i didn't really work hard enough, but that's not all my fault. well whatever it just makes me mad because i think i deserve it more. god life is so unfair. i've tried so hard and gotten bascially no where in every situation i can think of. and the biggest one has definatly been school.. it's never good enough. never.
well thats my bitch session, i have to go get ready b/c i'm going out with joe..xoxo |
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[Dec. 17th, 2004|11:38 pm] |
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| | hurt | ] |
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| | 9 days - absolutely | ] |
this is one of the best nights i've had in like a really long time, steve picked me up and then we got seth and his girlfriend and met up with justin and brian at J & J it was lots of fun, anthony ended up showing up, and Tess, who i haven't seen in forever, it was cool cuz it was kinda like old times. we left there n went to dunkin and made fun of people then we went to lord and taylor because nicole had to get something for her mommy's b-day. it just made me really miss when i used to hang out with everyone like every single day of the summer and how much fun it used to be. i hate how people change. and like if you think i'm talking about you, it's not you, its me to, everyone changes and it just sucks sometimes b/c it breaks friendships, and i know i've even lost a few friends over the past few months, well not exactly lost, but lost touch with a bunch of people, which makes me think.. if that's happening now, whats gunna happen when everyone leaves this summer for college? and what happens when i leave for college? is everyone here just not gunna be in my life? but i guess there isn't much you can do about things like that, the future only holds those answers. i hope i'm friends with you guys forever. anyway.. tonight was definatly one of the most awesomest nights EVER. it was good to be with cool people that i missed and hadn't seen in awhile. some good giggles. and some good serious talks.. haha even those were funny =X..
well i'm gunna hit the sack. have a good weekend.
i love you.. |
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[Dec. 16th, 2004|08:23 pm] |
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| | grateful | ] |
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| | dashboard confessional - rapid hope loss | ] |
this week has gone by pretty fast so that is always good.. the bad thing is, christmas is next week and i still haven't gotten joe anything =X idk what to get him.. any help? hmm... oh yeah and its 6 months and yeah. wow. long time. i hope this weekend is good, i'm in need of a good weekend. i wanna see seth and everyone, ih aven't seen them in a really long time.
i have the hiccups for the 7th time today, and it hurts =\
all well, not much drama to write about as of now.. so i'm out. later
christmas-- 9 days
license-- 40 days! woot. |
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